I have some wonderful and loving people in my life at the moment and I just don’t think I deserve them. I should be happy but I’m not
It’s like drowning but you just won’t fucking die.
There is an entire universe that exists solely in your mind that is impossible to completely share with another person. You are a god onto yourself as beautiful and cruel as you wish to be. That is the realest shit ever.
I feel angry, sad, annoyed, upset and blah. I don’t know if it’s genuine or if it’s because I’m overtired but either way you really fuck me off